training apartment

a week before ako magdecide magtraining apartment akala ko sa two weeks na pagstay ko sa Moriah apartment parang halos walang mangyayari, though i am aware na marami din talagang ituturo ang God sakin once i got there. before ako pumasok dun sobrang daming nangyari. as in madami. literal. napersecute ako ng family ng contact ko. syempre medyo takot na ko pero pinagpray ko din talaga at nirely sa God. nung nasa training apartment, first day syempre nanibago talaga ako sa environment. sanay akong free lahat ng time pero slowly nireveal sakin ng God ang mga dapat baguhin at ideal sakin personally. anu yung mga un? -maagang gigising to prepare worshiping God which is pag nasa bahay ako derecho QT lang din ako. -natuto ako kumain ng breakfast which is skipper din talaga ako ng breakfast -natuto ako magligpit ng kama -naglaba ako ng damit ko (hindi ako naglalaba sa bahay kasi may labandera kami) -first time ko naglaba ng basahan -first time ko magluto ng sweet and sour ilan palang yan, narealize ko na ang dami ko pala talagang pagkukulang nung nasa bahay namin ako(i mean bahay with my parents) and dami ko palang di kayang gawin. masyado kasi akong confident sa bahay na kahit pagalitan eh parang usual na rin. pero iba dito sa tarining apartment talagang di pwede ang mag ginagawa ko sa bahay na pagiging stubborn at tamad kasi hindi sya godly at hindi sya living in Christlike. sabi nga sa proverbs wag maging idle. dito sa apartment natuto akong maging responsible. sharing Proverbs 31:10-31 <3 God bless!

my prayer..

Heavenly Father hear the prayer of my broken heart.. I wailed and cried out to you looking for an answer.. Lord i am in great anguish and in distress.. knowing that you alone can heal my broken heart.. in my brokenness i will praise you still even in my confusions i will trust you still Lord help me know your ways for i am lost in this world and needed your guidance i am weak on my own there's nothing left for me but you i have no one but you all that i have is You all that i am is yours Father hear my cry, all that I have and all that I am I now give it all to you i know that im not worthy to be called yours but still give me the privilege to be yours you die on my behalf and i too will die for your sake my life i consider now my loss and You i consider now my gain in my imperfections, you're my perfecter in my weakness, you're my strength in my doubt, you're my wonderful counselor in my distress, you are my peace whenever i am alone, you comfort me whenever i needed you, you never leave me when i needed someone to talk to you're the one listening to me when i need a shoulder to cry on, you listen and let me cry when my heart pounds heavier, you carry them when i am in the middle of the war, you're the one fighting for me you're my refuge you give me everything i need an now here i am realizing how great is your love i just don't know how to express my feelings right now before you.. in my past i made mistakes but you lord makes me feel that you still love me you gave me your forgiveness i seek love to others but true love i found in you the love im longing is in you you never fail me and never forsaken me you discipline me consistently you're unchanging love makes me feel complete Lord my God you're the best and the very best that I have. im longing after you. i want to grow more deeper inlove with you. i want to know you more.

the struggle

i have a struggle right now that was raising a disciple and forming a cell group.. i know what to do.. share the gospel, follow up, train them, and even pray for them. i have now one contact who is faithful and committed but her lola is against Christianity. her lola had a religion strongholds, though i talked to her a lot of times and visit them whenever i was there and i felt that i'm not welcome there. a big mountain to climb up just to know God and grow maturely in faith. another thing was my classmates and friends, not to name them but i'm always with them, they were my follow-up's too but it is really hard for me to establish my authority since they were my classmates and everyday i am with them. the first girl, she really wanted to grow in the Lord but now she was influenced by those groups who doesnt know God, some of them were transgender and some of them were smoking and even drinking alcohol upto their limits. i cant rebuke her because at this moment we have no time to talked to she was too busy with that grouped and when i texted her she didnt replied. then the second girl was really attached to boys, she cant live without it, she told me that she love this man and the other day another man she loved, she was a Christian before, and when we talked.. she told me that she wanted to change but she cant rid of herself with the things that she enjoyed. she liked it, enjoyed it.. and when i gave her pieces of advise she doesnt even manage to listen or to do what i say. in short she's not willing to surrender. i think this one is the last. she had another church, she was committed to their church together with her family. she asked me one day that she wanted to have a bible study with me, we met and talked and listen to her problems. i knew right then that she was beautiful and surrounded with boys flirting her. when she started telling me the story of her family i listened that when her parents were fighting they will not attend the church. and last, because of her physical beauty and being close with guys, many envied her and she heard some gossips behind her back. i was confused whether to still have a bible study with her. i want her to grow in a personal relationship with God but she was committed to other church and i want her to grow deeper in her walk with God, she gave me permission to have authority in her life but right now im still confused. the last was i myself. in this case, regarding with these different people and their problems, i too have a problem on my own but there was a peace in my heart that Christ is the one who is at work, he prepared everything ahead of me. right now i just have to be still and know God personally and desire to grow more deeper, trusting God that he will lead me to the right path and give me wisdom in everything i does. right now i want to spend time talking with God regarding these matter. i know that it is God i needed the most this time. when the roads i take is unclear.. (John 14-15)

pouring out my heart

academics.. hirap akong i give up yan ehh, ilang beses nang dealing ng God sakin yan, ilang beses na din akong kinausap ng leader ko about it.. pero honestly, open naman akong magparebuke, makipagusap about it. willing din ako ilift up sa God lahat. pero bakit kapag sa applying session na nahihirapan akong magsurrender?? lagi akong nagfafail. natatakot ako, nagpapanic pag nasa midst na ako ng madaing ginagawa sa school. yung tambak ka ng mga papers na dapat ipasa tapos busy din mgainstructors mo kaya naghahagulapka talaga ng teachers. alam ko naman yung dapat gawin Matt 6:33 nga diba? pero ang hirap iapply pag nasa sitwasyon ka na. ang totoo nyan, naguguluhan ako. kakausapin ko na naman ulit leader ko tapos after ilang months pag pasukan na ulit pag finals na, midterm o prelim hindi ko n nmn maapply. priority ko din ang acads pero dapat pag may bible study at mga church commitments dapat nandun ako dahil commitment ko sa Lord yun kaso ang hirap talaga. bakit pag acads na ang usapan kailangang umiyak muna ako paulit ulit bago ako maglearn? bakit pag acads hirap na hirap ako sa obedience? bakit kpag acads nakakalimutan ko ang live by faith? ilang beses ko naman na experience kung paano magwork ang God pero wew. speechless. i just want to deal it with God. wew mukhang madami kaming dapat pagusapan ni God, madami..

kapag ikaw ang tinatanong..

dail 2013 na at turning 22 na ako, may mga bagay akong gustong ishare.. something that made my 2013 na very exciting.. haha! una sa lahat, KAPAG ANG FRIENDS MO MAY MGA LOVELIFE TAPOS IKAW LANG WALA. syempre a lot of times e nakaka op naman talaga kasi ang pinaguusapan nila ay si boyfie nila. so pati ako naannoyed na sa mga questions at mga pagtitease nila sa akin na bakit wala akong boyfriend, magboyfriend na daw ako. etc, tapos pag may mga problema sila sa lovelife ako ang tinatanong e iisa lang naman ang palagi kong sinasabi "hindi ako pwedeng magboyfriend dahil naghihintay ako sa tamang panahon, if hindi kasi yan God's will masisira lang yung relationship at iiyak lang ako, ayokong saktan ang sarili ko. pinoprotektahan ako ni God kaya ayaw ko din sya suwayin, as of now mahal ko ang God at sya ang boy friend ko at best friend ko. kung matututo kayong maaghintay sa right perso kait masaktan kayo e atleast hindi sayang ang heartbreak mo dahil kayo pa ring dalwa." sabi nila ang hopeless romantic ko daw. natameme ako dun. hopeless romantic nga ba ako? ah basta ang alam ko darating din yung right time para sa akin, sa nagyon im too young, too immature at higit sa lahat nagaaral pa ako. i want to spend my time na si God muna ang mahal ko. period! :D next, DAHIL OUT OF PLACE.. sabi sa feminar ni ate vida, tanggapin nalang daw namin na out of place kami. para akong nabatukan dun, sobrang struggle ko kasi yun sa school, paano ako makakaride on at te same time ng walang naooffend at hindi ako naooffend. madalas akong sumama sa mag movie watching namin ng mga friends go, hangging out, going out and a lot of times eh nalelate ako sa mga appointments ko sa LA at minsan nakakalomot. aw. so nung feminar, i dont regret attending it. sobra akong nabatukan non. narefreshed ako naremind ng mga responsibilities ko at ng kung sino ba talaga ako. so no more hangging out pag hindi naman importante yung lakad. :D sabi nila kj ako, pero ngayon naiitindihan na nila na ginagawa ko yun para sa God. mahirap din palang kalabanin talaga ang sariling desire, pero kailanagan eh. ginagawa ko yun para sa God, and that made me more stronger. salamat sa mga pagpapalo at challenges sa pagpasok ng taon na ito. :))

rush last Christmas vacation

that was an awesome tiring days.. bakit? December 21 2012 ngtravel kami pauwing manila with my twin. sobrang hassle kasi madami kaming dalang damit, aside from that ehh 3 baggage ata ang dala namin, so mega bitbit ever kami ang gaganda pa naman ng get up namin tapos mega bitbit lang pla kami. haha! from laguna sa makati muna kami tumuloy, kumain kami ng lunch sa teriyaki boy sa magallanes (unfortunately wala kaming pics XD) so first time ko kumain dun, medyo madami inorder haha! busog much! XD next stop pahinga muna dahil at 5pm pupunta na kaming bulacan kasi december 22 may pupuntahan kaming kasalan dun,, so nagpahinga muna kami pero bumili muna ako ng affinitea, my favorite milk tea ever. so ayun 4pm dumiretso muna kaming TRINOMA, first time ko din dun haha ang ganda ng rooftop nila, XD hindi pa nauupload yung pics ehh. sa trinoma kumain naman kami sa Classic Savory, ok i admit ulit, first time ko ulit to. nagorder kami ng half chicken at ng lomi with macaroni salad at seafood salad, haha ubos din naman ehh that was our dinner na din. :P December 22, 2012 kasalan moment na. first time ko din umattend ng formal na kasalan, mega ever problema kami sa susuotin kasi baka hindi appropriate sa pupuntahan namin, so nung araw ng kasal ehh naenjoy naman namin kasi we really don't care na sa sasabihin ng iba all we care is the food XD ang sasarap, plus sa hotel pa yung reception kaya enjoy lalo na dun sa grand piano part ng hotel, that was my dream to sit there and play a song for God, and it did happened! :D an awesome experience.

thanks na rin sa paiinvite samin ng friend ko at pinatuloy pa nila kami sa bahay nila for that wedding, sobrang nakakahiya kasi very hospitable ang family nila plus nakikita yung love nila sa isa't isa especially sa parents nung friend ko(kay tita myrna at tito):D an awesome family full of love and peace and vibes ko sakanila, wala akong masabi sa kanila they're amazing :D May the Lord really bless them all the more. :D December 23,2012 eto naman yung haggard sa byahe pauwing taguig from bulacan pa! kasi pupunta daw kaming star city na nauwi sa MOA, hahaha! enjoy na din naman, first time ko ulit(hindi sa moa ha!)kasama mga tito at tita ko with my cousins na makukulit haha. first time ko sa bump car! XD at my age yes i've never played in a bump car, never, that was the first time and i really enjoyed it. XD

after ng bump car we went straight at wowowheels, enjoy din yung ride na to haha XD

then after ng mga rides na yan ehh picture ever naman ang drama namin, XD kung saan saan na kami ngpicture taking..

so after ng matinding lakaran, paglalaro, at picture taking nauwi kami sa pagkagutom XD we went to RACKS(my first time again) resto yun, sobrang sarap ng pagakain nila, ayoko lang ng bbq ribs nila amoy curry, :( and i hate it, pero masarap yung fish fillet nila at yung garlic dip :D pati yung chicken nila :D an awesome experience talaga haha! :D

let's move on na, yeah nakakapagod yan :D our last stop. MARKET MARKET and SERENDRA! December 24 2012 another awesome moment ito, nagpunta kaming market market at naglaro sa time zone then sa sbarro kami kumain, ang sarap ng pizza!! at baked city nila hahaha! awesome! :D

then after that, picture taking naman sa serendra XD ang ganda talaga dun, second time ko na dun :P nagpunta na kami sun last october 2011 nung birthday namin ng dearest twin ko :D that's it! that's how it end :D

something to share

i have lot of things to share and i really dont know where to start. first, my thoughts about my relationship with God, im not being proud or boastful here but i want you to learn from my experiences. to start the story, i started believing God when i was 17 that was 3 years ago April 2009. i received Him and started following Him. when i was 15, I've got a lot of questions and everything's so vague. I do asked God "Why I experienced thing like this and that" "why is He allowing things to happen either good or bad" and many more.. such questions that were hard to answer. i red the bible before i go to bed and even prayed yet i don't understand what was it really mean. i also tried to commit a suicide and end up my life 3x, Yes i am. I'm longing for a love.. a love that i've never felt from the beginning. i was so desperate that time. i have no friends and no one to turn to. i used to be in my room and release all the pain, the hurts and i hurt myself because i feel like im nothing just a speck of dust existed that no one recognize. I'm an emo, i express all these through music because i thought this could help yet somethin' is missing i didn't know what it was but im pretty sure i needed something. From then on i started hating and blaming God and quit reading the bible and praying to God. My life was a thrash a mess. My life stopped revolving everything's went wrong. I don't have a good family, my parents separated when i was only 11 and later restored their relationship few months later for our best they said but i didn't feel the love anymore. I joined a fraternity just to feel that i belong, that i am a precious one. there i experienced how it was when the paddle gets into my legs a several hits from it makes me feel weak that really huts i got bruises for several days to and endured the pain just to be in them. Later, i realized, that wasn't a real family, they aren't a real friend too. I quit. i do also learned how to smoke and to get drunk at my young age, though i have had physical problems i just ignored it and continue drinking and smoking with my so called friends but they aren't my real friend too! they weren't there for me when i needed them they offered only happiness for a while but not for eternity. but atleast i didn't tried a heroine! hahaha! :D thereafter... i started praying to God. my classmate when i was a freshman invited me to her church but i was able to attend their church once then never again. i started seeking God.. Praying that someday I too will become a Christian too, serving Him. Until i heard again the gospel when my churchmates now a days went to our house and shared to us the good news of restoring what was broken, healing the pain and the most is the never ending Love that God was offering. That was life changing. From impure, i felt like im pure and being made whole again. From pain i am overjoyed and i feel the security from God. lastly, now i am being loved by God. Yes, i am fixed, pure and whole. I may have these dark pasts but now they are my precious testimony on how God changed my life. i thought there was no family at all but i found it all in the hands of God. now i don't smoke, i don't drink, i do not belong to any fraternity. I am now sharing the good news i received to others and passing it on to them. with my God, my life was restored and now i am an instrument of God sharing the restoration and love i've found in God. To God be the Glory forever and ever Amen! i am not ashamed with this because God has a purpose and a plan for everything. Everything happened for a reason and i thank Him for allowing these things to happen coz without this i may not be standing infront of everyone proclaiming His Word and how He'd changed my life. I now belong to the family of God privileged to be His daughter and called to His purposes. I still want to share you something amazing about God but the this is not enough. before leaving my page i challenge you to pray just for a sec and accept God. He can't promise us a good life while were here on earth but God's love and grace is enough for us to live in this corrupt world. Believe in God believe in your heart that God can save you and can give you another life...for eternity. :) pray and ask God too. :)

sandbags

i have no one to share my burdens. im afraid that they may not listen. na baka pagalitan o hindi nila ako maintindihan. i have lots of friends and companions pero i think none of them will understand and listen to me. gusto ko lang naman ng makikinig sakin. im willing to be rebuked pero not at this point. gusto ko muna maglabas ng sama ng loob, ng burdens. gumising ako this morning with those sandbags in my heart. i feel like im about to explode kung hindi ko sya irerelease. yes, im being emotional. gusto ko kasing magconfess. i want to talk to God and say these things. -na hindi ako consistent at ngpapaintimate sa relationship ko sakanya -im lacking of faith, sa dami ng pinagagawa samin sa school ehh naiisantabi ko na ang God. nawawala ako sa focus (mat 6:33 at Hebrews 12:2) -na masyado akong nagpabaya sa relationship ko with God yes, i want to release these things. pero natatakot ako sa mga sasabihin sa akin ng leader ko at ng mga taong gusto ko sanang kausapin. i need help. nahihirapan din kasi ako sa sitwasyon ko. lagi akong lack of time ang dami kasing school stuffs. gusto ko na ngang magdrop ng subjects kasi di ko na kaya. araw araw akong puyat at hindi kumakain ng maayos. araw araw akong may hinahabol na deadlines at mga requirements only to find out na lahat ng ito ay chasing before the wind. nkakalimutan ko na ang identity ko kay God. im too obsessed about my studies, too anxious. hindi ko na naalala ang God at ang relationship ko sakanya, im too busy with my own stuffs. yes, blame me for being faithless.. i admit, im wrong. dahil sa bigat ng mga ito di ko na kaya,i prayed na.. nahihiya akong kausapin ang God dahil alam kong may mga pagkakamali ako. i have no one to talked to eh. so babalik talaga ako kay God. very basic pero may impact talaga. alam mo yun? while talking to God ehh akala ko mga unbelievers lang ang hindi naniniwala kay God, pati pala mga Christians eh pedeng maging faithless, in my case ehh faithless din talaga ako. tapos sabi ko kay God ehh pagalitan na nya ako.. bago buklatin yung bible ko i really prayed. ready na kako ako para sa discipline nya, tapos binasa ko yung Genesis 26, usual QT ko, tapos naiyak nalang ako sa mga comforting words nya. di ko maintindihan ang God, ako na nga ang nagkamali tapos super passionate at unfailing pa rin ng God. sobrang bait ng God. unexplainable. yung mga ginawa ko? di deserving ang God na marecieve ang ganung treatment from me. hindi ko dapat sya nilalast sa priority ko. He must be the first. afraid pa ba ako? no. im ready kasi alam kong God is with me, yes, i failed but God will never leave me. (heb 13:5) now? LESSON LEARNED. im ready for the discipline and the consequence. "Do not be afraid, for I am with you;" Genesis 26:24 "if you can't find the right way, then go back from the start." THANK YOU LORD FOR OPENING MY BLIND EYES. (Mat 6:33, Genesis 24, Heb 12:2, Eph 6:6-7)

perstaymer

eto yung day DECEMBER 6, 2012, this is the day when i first joined an essay writing contest. :D dahil first time ko, sobrang sumakit ang kamay ko. haha! Im not that too excited kasi yung totoo ehh wala ako sa mood sumali nun. pero nung nasa room na ako ehh nosebleed pala ang lola mo. naubusan ako ng english ehh. hahaha! I really dont know what to say or to write. ayun. hahaha! nagpicture taking nalang kami! XD another thing na nakapagpasaya ng araw ko ehh educ day kasi namin ito, first time ko rin to.. first time kong magcelebrate at umattend ng mga gantong program sa school. in my type ehh hindi ako social person so instead of attending ehh mas gusto ko pang matulog nalang sa bahay o umattend ng church services, pero ang masaya kasi dito ngayon ehh motivated akong pumasok at sumama sa mga classmates ko. eto rin yung sem na wala pa akong absent ever! XD straight! sipag bang pumasok. hahaha! salamat sa mga makukulit kong classmates at naeencourage akong pumasok kahit sa mga programs.. :D last one thing ehh first time ko din makita ang sarili ko sa freedom wall. i know who he is. dinrawing nya ako at may nakalagay na note na "YOU AND GOD IS MY INSPIRATION, THANK YOU SO MUCH" kinilig ba ako? hahahahaha! sino bang hindi kikiligin dun ehh nakadrawing yung mukha mo dun katabi ng drawing nya sa sarili nya tapos dedma lang? hahaha! yes nakakakilig but i know na God is still writing the best love story for me. natouch ako pero i do know how to handle things smoothly. he's a nice guy, Christian din naman sya pero im looking sa pagaaral ko muna at hindi sa pagibig. first time ko kasi. :D

a break :D

all of us rather many of us desiring to have a break, maybe in a relationships, in schools or in work that caused us to feel stressed. at this point, i really want a break, a rest. I just want to spend some time alone without any problems or burdens inside my head running rapidly without ceasing. i think im gonna explode. One day i asked a friend to be with me just for a day and spend time together, guess what, an ordinary day turned out to an AWESOME DAY eer!!! that day, i've experienced a lot of things i wasn't able to do wayback. (PS: nakakaubos ng english ehh) my friend and i went to Star City an amusement park in Manila, that was fun! kewl! this was an awesome tiring day. we rode in a different "breath-taking" rides wherein i felt like my heart and soul jumped out of nowhere. hahahaha! i lost all my mind and energy there. hahaha!

a very unforgettable moment, nahaggard ako dun eh! hahaha! :D right after that ehh, nagpabili ako ng domo hat. haha sa sobrang tuwa ehh nagpapic ako with that hat, i really like domo-kun na cartoon ehh

dahil sa pagod ehh haggard din talaga, xempre hindi kami nagpapigil dun, hala sugod pa kami sa ayala triangle to watch lights and sound show.

overall eh PRAISE GOD that day talaga! an awesome experience. hahaha i thank God sa buhay ng friend ko na un at sinamahan nya talaga ako. :)) though i feel like those responsibilities and stuffs were hunting me there in manila ehh atleast that one day made my day special. THANK YOU LORD! :D

issue ng kalalakihan

we do all know guys argue when it comes to the issue of their PAGKALALAKI or KAMACHOHAN

haha funny ..

i was just thinking over it

and suddenly i've just realized one thing ..

they're very defensive if you teased them that they are GAY

and they will surely show some proof that they are really MACHO

some of the boys will challenged you that if you dont stop insulting him, he will kiss you.. XD

probably because you dont want to be kissed you will just SHUT UP haha


in this world, men battles by drinking alcohol somewhat called "palakasan uminom ng alak" that's it, while smoking, obviously that was unhealthy! it was said in the bible that we have to store our body pure and holy because it is the temple of the holy spirit, very disappointing that they just do that to say that they are real MEN! how come that real men drink alcohol and smoke? arent that being fool?


real GENTLEMEN are those who attend church and those who are committed to the Lord! That was awesome! Some of the guys used to call it KORNY! why? because they didnt know God! Maybe they just dont understand the commitment of my "brother's in faith".

the real MACHO is those who fear God, those who attend Bible Studies, the one who is willing to do the will of the Lord and knows how to respect every women according to the God's command!


Praise the Lord i really adore those who do the will of the Lord in spite of that BOYS ISSUE, they just ignore the insult and continue doing His will :) IM SO PROUD OF YOU GUYS!

portraying CHRIST in your life

im pressured in this sector as a christian .. why?? in our family im the only one who knows God .. errr ..

ang nakakapressured dun bawat galaw mo and the way you think and respond sa mga pangyayari tinitignan nila yun .. and one move na mali BOOM! persecuted ka na agad ..

im not telling this para siraan ang family ko .. but instead i wrote this para ma-challenge tayo as Christians!!

hehe .. we need to be act like Christ when he was still in this world..

this is not a warning but a challenge for us ..

look .. isnt it hard to prove them that you are a disciple .. not just a simple christian but a disciple ..

nakakastress yun hanggang noo .. pero nakakachallenge kase ikaw yung magiging light sa family nyo ..

look .. kailangang maipakita mo sa kanila na Christian ka na and your enjoying the life in Christ ..

sabi nga sa bible be a light to everyone and show God's unconditional love ..



ang sarap sa feeling pag nakikita ng family mo na in-Christ ka .. madadala mo na sila sa God and magiging member na sila ng family ng God ..



i challenge you ..



im doing it now and by the grace of God magiging sucessful ako .. if it is His will then he will grant me success and he will be faithful to me .. :) just like what he did in GENESIS 24 :)





MAMUHAY TAYO JUST LIKE CHRIST .. IPAKITA NATIN SA MUNDO KUNG ANONG KLASENG GOD MERON TAYO :)

dying is a gain

nagsesearch ako sa youtube .. then i was trying to find the song HERE I AM TO WORSHIP and while listening over it .. the video caught my attention ..
the video was made by some of the clips in the movie THE PASSION OF THE CHRIST ..
then i realized one thing ..
he died for our sins and suffer and sacrifice His own life for us to be saved .. so why not die for Him too as what He has commanded and live a new life in Him ..

as you accept Him as your personal Lord and Savior .. the old you is died with Him and the new you will live again with Him. 2 cor 5:17

if you understand the real fact of it .. the lesson is: ONE LIFE FOR A MILLION LIFE, DIE WITH HIM AND LIVE AGAIN :)

what's the benefit?: ETERNAL LIFE IN CHRIST JESUS OUR LORD!

now bakit naging gain ang pagkamatay??
because of it nagakaroon tayo ng eternal life .. because of it nasave tayo from the punishmet of our sins .. and because of it we are now belong to the family og God and many more !!

SO DIE FOR JESUS AND LIVE WITH HIM :)

repent, commit, and surrender ..

try to watch THE PASSION OF THE CHRIST ALL OVER AGAIN AND GAIN SOME LESSONS AND INSIGHTS ABOUT YOUR COMMITMENT :)

the means of surrendering

surrendering means giving up something for others..
Jesus once told that in order to be his disciple we need to leave everything and take up our own cross just as what he did to save us from our sins..(see Matthew "the cost of being a disciple)

just like you.. my fellow brothers and sisters i find it hard to do it .. thats the reality ..
we enjoy what we have here on earth such as worldly friends, money desire, material things, addiction (computer, text, alcohol etc.) but having it all only leads to destruction the bible says "don't love everything on this world because it loses and we know that the world is ruled by SATAN!"
i really enjoy what i've got from the world .. my friends, the "BISYO" to be called and everything and i am afraid to lose it .. WHY?? because i am enjoying it!! that's the reality ..
now as a Christian it is clearly means disobedient and sinning before Christ because im loving the world and not surrendering to Him ..
when you say that Jesus is your Lord .. he must be the one to takes place in your life!! he must be the one to control and decide for your life!! but that's not what was happening to me !! i was the one who is under control of my life and i am the one who's making decisions for my own likeness!! well that was terribly sinning before God!! i know the TRUTH is but still doing what's WRONG and trying to be deaf and numb anyway..
this blog was made because i dont want you to be guilty if you're doing the same thing just like what i did before .. but i want you to realize this thing:

i was sleeping late at night when God spoke to me and asked me such questions:
"kung ako ang Panginoon mo bakit hindi mo sila iwan para sa akin? ano ang mga kinakatakot mo? kaya mo ba akong mawala para sa kanila?"

when i woke up i think of it over and over again .. until a verse come up my mind ..
PROVERBS 3:5-6
TRUST IN THE LORD WITH ALL YOUR HEART AND LEAN NOT ON YOUR OWN UNDERSTANDING IN ALL YOUR WAYS ACKNOWLEDGE HIM AND HE WILL MAKE YOUR PATHS STRAIGHT.

ahh!! yun pala yun .. pero natatakot pa rin ako .. ANO ANG KINAKATAKOT KO?? that is .. tanggapin sa sarili ko na mali ako!!that's the real fact .. but when i learn to surrender everything .. EVERYTHING ( i give-up my friends, family, money desire, doubts, worries, and including myself to God alone) God promised me na he will make everything ok and he's glad that im back in his arms again ..
my worries?? 1.to share the gospel to others because i though i am not a good image is now gone .. i can share the gospel even though i know that i am still not a good model but through the grace of God and with the help of the Holy Spirit i have now the confidence in approaching and facing the people because i know that what i am preaching is the Word of the Truth!!
2. to lose my friends, the bible says that we must be very careful in choosing our friends .. the friends that i give-up is a not healthy friends .. they are in and from the world.. they are doing such sins and i once have had seen it .. the immorality moves.. and i don't want to see it anymore .. but instead of hating them .. i have to pray for them because they didn't know what they are doing .. this is the hardest part of my surrendering .. masaya kase ako pag kasama ko sila .. but what benefit would i get?? NONE!! they're just brought me from sinning .. so BE CAREFUL in choosing your friends .

as of now?? i am enjoying the grace of the Lord .. everything is under of His control .. my sins?? it is forgiven as what he has promised that we just have to confess with all our hearts and he is faithful and just and will purify us from all our unrighteousness ..

just TRUST the Lord and everything will be ok .. TRUST!!

i hope you learned !! :)

discovering the real me!!

do you ever asked youself if you do know who you are??
ever asked yourself who really you are?

definitely, i asked myself already a lot of times before..
just like you,
I do not know who I am ..
I neither know myself who really I am.
I do not know myself.
my mind was so tired trouble ..
very confused ..
i have a lot of questions that has no answer ..
i was a child of God, yes i know .. i was a Christian , a follower of Christ ..
but i feel that was wasnt enough to answer my questions ..
that i had to experience everything first before i learned ..
that was what i thought ..
probably God let me experience what i'm askin for ..
until it leads me to a great fall, to destruction ..
i lost my way ..
that i even wanted to forget that there is God ..
but that's so contradict to what i want ..
i still want God but i was so confused ..

till he made me realize that im wrong ..
he let me experience everything not for me to learn but to answer my questions too ..
now i know that i made my mistakes and i want to correct it ..
i admit it and i knew it ..
i've sinned before the Lord ..

i confessed and He is very compassionate ..
that though i've sinned still He forgave me ..
im so glad that i am now back to where am i that i do know now who am i ..
the world is not for me but for God ..
God is for us ..
we dont need material things offered by this world , happiness , and even love .. all fake !!
but the love of God is real .. the happiness in God is real ,, the blessings from God is real ..

now if you'll be goin to ask me who am i ..
well i am ANNE, the follower of Christ ..
the child of God .. =))
not just in words but in actions too ..

the precious one

definitely when i was a 12 year old girl .. i experienced a lot of trauma that takes place in my mind for several years!
i thought i was NOTHING , a meaningless one ..
just like the other EMO thinks ..
akala ko noon i was alone ..
i blamed God for everything ..
i thought that no one could understand me ..
i hate everything ..
till God revealed me everything ..
now that i am serving Him, following and believing on Him ..
He told me that i am a PRECIOUS ONE ..
He created me because He loves me ..
He wants me to be with Him in eternity ..
now that i am with Him .. and have forgiven all of my sins ..
although i failed Him,i disobey him, still He loves me ..
He is the one who truly loves and understands me ..

=))

the father's day special

early in the morning as i was washing the dishes my father turn on the radio and later i hear the melody of the song ..
sounds familiar ..
that song was ANAK by freddie aguilar ..

i was about to cry na after hearing that song ..
i am a PAPA's girl ..
i am much more comfortable with my father ..
suppeerrrr..
then a flashback came out my mind ..
it reminds me the father's day ..
i am a christian .. the only christian in our family ..
so they can't be with me when i am worshiping God ..
our church held a father's day celebration on church wherein the father's attended there will stand in front of us ..
my father is not there..
but i've seen the father of A.Meg(my bible study leader) he was standing there .. at that moment i dreamed of my father..
that he too was standing there waiting for us(his child) to give him a big hug and kiss ..(SAD)


now i know ..
many realization come up my mind ..
that still .. our parents LOVE us ..
from the song "ANAK"..
try to hear the song a lot of times till you realize that ..
our parents love us ..
even though we fail them ..
we disobey them.. we rebel against them ..
i can still remember, when i was sick .. so sick .. my father wake up at early 12midnight and he checked me .. he waited until 1am and been there beside me .. binabantayan niya ako.. he placed also a wet face towel on my forehead ..
i came not from a wealthy family, i came from a messed up family ..
all of my life i thought life is just a damn ..
but when i met the greatest Father of all--the Creator of heaven and earth ..
after knowing him ..
i do learn how to accept the things happening around me ..
i know God has a purpose why he brings me birth and growing up with this family ..
as what the bible says "God has a purpose for everything."

i leave it to God ..

playing a game so eagerly

i was so tired from night-long wakefulness just because of playing a game !!
yes a game ..
hahaha !!
game from a handphone ..
haha !!
funny isn't it?
that i wasn't able to sleep the whole night just because of playing cellular phone ..
i also asked myself why i was doing that ..
then a phrase came out my mind as i was askin' myself..
"i was so eager doing this because i want to be placed my name at the TOP."
and suddenly i also thought ..
"why was people wasn't that eager to search for God's word?"
they're too busy with other things ..
such as internet, cellphones, friends ..
they are too busy with that ..
why don't we give our time searching for God's word?
we really need that rather than spending and wasting our time with senseless things that can't fulfill us ..
God's word can fulfill us .. can fill us happiness and love and everything what God is ..

LESSON:
HINDI NA AKO MAGPUPUYAT FOR A SENSELESS PURPOSE SUCH THAT .. TO PALACE MY NAME AT THE TOP .. I'LL BE MORE EAGER TO SEARCH FOR THE WORD OF GOD THAT TEACHES ME TO BE RIGHTEOUS..

I WANT YOU , I LOVE YOU

definitely , im in-love ..
to whom?
hahahaha ..
it's him whom i love much more than before ..
i haven't seen him yet i love him ..
who?
its Christ ..
i want to be with him forever and live in eternity with him ..
im inspired ..
haha !!
superrrrrrrrrr !!!

know why?
im so blessed ..
i have a lot of answered prayers ..
means ANG LAKAS KO KAY GOD =))
yea .. kanya kanyang conclude lang yan ..
sobrang saya ko now that i have him again at nakabalik na ako sakanya ..
probably many of my friends wouldn't believe this that i am now in Christ again ..
i onced was fall but now im found ..

yea maybe i am unworthy but God is faithful and just and will forgive me to all of my sin ..
this is a promise and i proved it ..
God never fails to his promises ..
only, we have to have faith and believe him in all he do ..
he has a purpose for everything ..
just trust him ..
and i do ..
i surrendered to him a lot of things i enjoyed here on earth but i've learned that material things here on earth wouldn't lasts .. but the love of Christ for us would lasts !

many are also asking me what benefits will i get here in serving the Lord , they say that i am just wasting my time ..
but Jesus spoke to me and say that there's no material things here on earth will be my reward but my reward is in eternal life =))
that was an awesome promise ..
isnt it?

i may be tired all day long but the happiness and the joy and the feeling of fulfillment in doing this things are the rewards for me ..

haha !!

sobrang dami ko ng natututunan about life and marami na rin nagbago sakin ..
such as .. i dont need someone .. i need God .. i dont need such things .. i need eternal things .. i dont have to be loved by someone but i am loved by my God ..
wala nga akong lovelife , nor barkada but still im happy living with the Lord my God .. =))



=)) THE PURPOSE-DRIVEN LIFE and the HOLY BIBLE




AACL 24

my purpose, our purpose

do you know your purpose of your life?
why you are here in this world?
why you are now living? breathing?
do you know the main purpose why you created here in this world?
probably, i answered this NO at first when i asked about this ..
yes, i don't the reason why am i living for ..

maybe you too ..
but, fortunately there's one good thing to know why we are here ..
but of course we still don't know our purpose yet ..
im happy living here ..
while reaching and attaining my goals in life such as fulfulling it ..
but you know what?
its self centered reasons ..
yet that's not our purpose ..

have you ever asked yourself about it?
the purpose of your life?
me? i asked it a lot of times but i failed to know it so ..
until one day after reading the THE PURPOSE DRIVEN LIFE by Rick Warren i was so inspired knowing that there's still a way to know your life's purpose ..
it all starts with GOD !!
start in him ..
because we are made BY God and For God ..
life will never makes sense without God ..
he is the beginning of all ..

he created you so he do know why he created you ..
if you asked him he will answer you ..
if you'll be going to ask me what your purpose is even your parents doesn't know why you are created ..
they are just the way used by God for you to live ..
but God created you so he know why you are created ..

GO LIVE WITH GOD AND START DISCOVERING YOUR PURPOSE ..

GROW IN CHRIST =)

GOD BLESS =)

the battle of nightmares

JUNE 11 exactly at 12 midnight i fell asleep ..
a dream came to me ..
too vague ..
too dark ..
i can only hear screams ..
i can only see myself lying on my bed ..
suddenly on that setting ..
i saw someone standing beside my bed ..
i didn't know who it was but i was so afraid to look at it ..
and looking at the window, i also saw someone outside knocking ..
he knocked so loud that i was so nervous .. i felt so cowardly ..
the one knocking on my window wanted me to open it and let him enter my room ..
i knew i was just dreaming ..
but still i trusted the Lord ..
i prayed and shouted JESUS many times and i tried to look at the man standing beside me ..
then i woke up ..
that was just a nightmare but i saw myself and the demons who wanted me to be with them ..
i looked at the clock and it was exactly 3:30 am!
i was so nervous that i found it hard to go back to sleep ..
so i decided to read the verses in the bible to make myself calm ..
and it made me so ..
it made me calm and feel secure ..
what great things Jesus has done for me ..
he is the one standing beside my bed ..
He's so great !
amazing !

in order to win the spiritual battle, we need to read the scriptures or the word of God and let God's will be done. your burdens--leave them to God and He will surely give you wisdom on what to do.

TRUST GOD IN EVERYTHING!

..was dead and is alive,was lost and is found again!

my theme song while writing this blog is the song, STILL by Hillsong ..
i cried the second time realizing many things God has made me realize ..
yes .. i am a believer of Christ; and, i've known Him since I was seventeen .. and that was last 2009, before my 18th birthday ..
i grew in Him .. i knew how great He is; but, there were things which wrong ..
my interpretation of all of the things i've known about Him ..
i gave much focus on the things i do than on the reasons why im doing them ..
i lost my way as a result..
i took the path which was not for me
and have sinned against heaven and His name ..
i was unworthy and sinful ..
until one day i got sick .. i felt like dying ..
hirap na hirap na ako that time ..
every night i experienced nightmares and it made me feel so afraid of everything ..
i was afraid and felt so weak ..
until some words which says,
"LEAVE EVERYTHING AND TRUST ME", came up my mind, and
which I believe God had told me.. i followed
and surrendered everything ..
WEDNESDAY of JUNE 2 i was so sick until JUNE 9 ..
nearly, i was about to be confined today, JUNE 10 ..
but yesterday, the Lord spoke to me ..
He told me that i had to leave everything and trust Him ..
at that point when i agreed and followed Him,
instantly, i was healed !!!!!
i know now the purpose of everything ..
i was lost .. but now, here He is, calling me again for the second time ..
GOD IS LOVE !!
He really loves us !!!!!


* ung sakit ko po ay flu .. nung nagpacheckup ako, nalaman namin na masyadong mataas ung count ng white blood cells ko .. normal count of WBC must be around 10,000 cumm .. pero yung sakin ay umabot ng 11,000 cumm .. sobrang hirap na hirap ako kasi gabi-gabi ako binabangungot .. what's weird about it is that, every 2am, nagigising ako .. at pag hapon hanggang gabi, sobrang taas ng lagnat ko ..


IM SO BLESSED ..
GOD MADE ME SO SPECIAL ..
WHY SPECIAL?
BECAUSE HE MADE ME NEW AGAIN !
HE FILLED ME AGAIN WITH LOVE AND JOY =D
PRAISE GOD !!!


CONTINUE BELIEVING IN HIM AND HE IS SURELY WITH YOU FOREVER ..

LUKE 15:24
JOHN 3:16

camp wilderness

exciting tong camp na ito!!
akala ko its just a simple camp..
but i was wrong ..
sobrang naging masaya ito..
na-feel ko ung presence ni God guiding us..
sobrang nabless ako..
madami din akong natutunan dito..
to speak in front of the crowd and to develop cooperativeness as a member..
haha!! although hindi kami ung nag-champion im still proud na kahit jelly ace lang ung price namin well, I ENJOYED A LOT!!

students @ work

why is it that i find it hard to wake up early??
ang aga naman kasi ng pasok ko..
7am..
nakakatamad nga naman bumangon ng sobrang aga just to fix yourself then take long hours of travel..
matatawa ka talaga kasi laging late..
haha!!
but of course as an educator it's our responsibility to wake up early..
haha!! through the help of our God i know, magiging punctual na din tau as an educator student haha..

the game of survival

annechua:]

this blog is a mess ..
i think ..
hehe =)
why a mess?
so simple..
life is a game of survival ..
we all think that the strong ones' will surely win the game ..
and the weakest will lose the game..
yeah it's right perhaps..
the battle between strong and weak ..
the battle between the black and white ..
the battle between the bad and good..
life is just like this ..
the strong wins while the weak loses ..
but when will the weak learn to be strong to win the fight?
white wins over the black..
means peace and doom but as of now black wins over white..
why?
the suicidal trend noe called---EMO/GOTHIC
then the battle between good and evil ..
of course good will win ..
we are the good ones' but we are the loser..
why?
this world is ruled by evil..
and they are using us ..
to win the victory ..
and for the life to be fair..
HAVE JESUS..
HE WILL TEACH YOU AND BRING YOU TO RIGHTEOUSNESS!

=)

a new year thought

annechua:]

akala natin pag new year "BAGO"
all things are new
but probably..
not all things are new..
..may mga bagay na dapat iaccomplish sa past year..
to say na BAGO ang lahat sa NEW YEAR ..
we must learn to accept that things were meant to be that way..
na talagang may mga bagay na nangyayari na di mo inaasahang mangyayari pala..
we must also leaRN to forgive .. and forget ..
kung anu man ang nagawa nila sayo ...
remember past is past ..
akala natin pag new year NEW din ang lahat ..
but in fact, this is only a reminder that we should be a NEW ONES..
or a reminder na dapat ma-RENEW tayo ..
or sa online games, some call it REBIRTH
hehe =)
dont forget to put God first..
PRAY..
and you'll have a better,well,pretty,nice, and good 2010!
=)
be blessed =)

how to handle a problem?trials in life?

the answer is very simple ..

for God said that trials are not the reason to give up..

yeah,the challenges we are facing is in his purpose..

based on the scriptures, in 1 cor 10:13, "no temptation has seized you except what is common to man..... and God is faithful he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear...." God's promise is true ..

we just have to trust the Lord with all our heart and leave our burdens to Him..

for He said in the bible that we must cast our burdens to Him and he will take care of it..

the trials and challenges he has given us is a challenge to improve ouselves..

he wants us to be strong as a human and to have stronger and deeper faith as an individual believer..

as a believer of Christ, i was once tempted to leave God coz i think i cant handle my problems anymore .. but i realized that it is harder if your not with Him..

trials inspires us to move forward in life ..

to stand firm with the Lord ..

till the very end of the age..

what should we do in order to be calm and still even in major adversities of life?

-do ask His purpose and ask ways ..

-ask Him to give you strength rather than requesting Him to take them away..

God bless ^^

always read the Holy scriptures or the word of God ^^

the story behind the number 24

this is the beginning of the age ..

the risen ANNE ..

haha!

anu daw?

game na nga ..

the baby girl named anne was born ..

October 24 1991 is her birthdate..

grew up in a not so wealthy family but an average kind of family..

having 4 brothers and 1 twin sister..

she was a grown up woman now..

not a mature individual but a bit higher than the young one's mind ..

tagged as miss congeniality they call me such things coz im a bubbly person..

i love to laugh not just simple as smiling haha! =)

im a better person than anybody else..

why?

coz for me im different..

what makes me different?

not my style ..

but because i have God ...

my Savior and Redeemer ..

im a born again christian..

dependent to God and his Word..

im totally different coz God loves me ^^

not just me but also you fellow people ..

just recognize Him and you'll surely be different like me ..

this is the story of my number 24 =)

responsibilities of a christian

being a christian i think im not yet a mature christian..

i wasn't able to comply on any requirements of the Lord He wanted me to accomplish..

such as bible study everyday or also called as quiet time..

also the bible verse memorizing ..

attending church every sunday..

attending seminars on church..

most of all to have a bible study contact ..

i dont know ahy i have to do this all ..

the question is WHY?

bakit nga ba?

i was wondering ..

ate meg(my bible study leader always reminding me such things ..

she help me grow in Christ but in my side i once was thinking what if magback slide kaya ako?

but that was an evil thought which i was entertaining in my mind..

there are times that i want to talk to ate meggy and tell her that i dont want to attend any bible studies anymore ..

but i think i cant ..

coz God is my strength ..

i cant live without God..

yes i cannot live without him..

in myside..

i have to be more responsible..

to be a good model christian leader..

hahaha!!

=)

thanks God for madding me realize your worth ..

i really love Jesus!

being impulsive

what about beiang impulsive?

→means sign of having no control

→sign of selfishness

READ James 1:19

"My dear brothers, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry"

we should learn from PETER,one of JESUS desciples..

there are some events in the bible that peter showed impulsiveness..

EVENT 1

A walk on water (Matthew 14)

→sometimes people get into trouble because they never wait for God to declare what they should do.

→YOU MUST FOLLOW GOD'S WILL

→PUT JESUS CHRIST AS CENTER

* fear and faith cannot live together
* worry and fear attacks peter that's why he sink into the water

EVENT 2

Peter rebuking the Lord

Matthew 16:15-23

15"But what about you?" he asked. "Who do you say I am?"

16Simon Peter answered, "You are the Christ,[a] the Son of the living God."

17Jesus replied, "Blessed are you, Simon son of Jonah, for this was not revealed to you by man, but by my Father in heaven. 18And I tell you that you are Peter,[b] and on this rock I will build my church, and the gates of Hades[c] will not overcome it.[d]19I will give you the keys of the kingdom of heaven; whatever you bind on earth will be[e] bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be[f] loosed in heaven." 20Then he warned his disciples not to tell anyone that he was the Christ.
Jesus Predicts His Death

21From that time on Jesus began to explain to his disciples that he must go to Jerusalem and suffer many things at the hands of the elders, chief priests and teachers of the law, and that he must be killed and on the third day be raised to life.

22Peter took him aside and began to rebuke him. "Never, Lord!" he said. "This shall never happen to you!"

23Jesus turned and said to Peter, "Get behind me, Satan! You are a stumbling block to me; you do not have in mind the things of God, but the things of men."

→BETTER PRAY

→SEARCH FOR WORD

→QUIET TIME IS STILL THE BEST WAY TO SEEK FOR WORD

soon to be finished hehe =)

EGR DAY3

annechua:]

graduation ceremony and baptism is held!!
i feel so blessed by God that He gave me this opportunity to know him and encounter hin ..
i can proudly stand in crowd and say " IM FREE! I AM NOW CHILD OF GOD AND I HAVE NOW THE AUTHORITY HE FIRST GIVES TO US! I LOVE GOD! I HAVE AN AMAZING GOD!"

encounter GOD retreat DAY2

annechua:]

here..
we made a testimony ..
we studied about how sins committed and hoe to be free from it ..
dito ko naramdaman ung pagiging unworthy ko ky god..
that i dont deserve any salvation ..
but god loves us!!
i am now free..
free from sins and bondages!!
i have now the authority that satan steals us..
God is powerfull than the ruler of this world!!
if we could only realize that God loves us ..
we will feel unworthy..
but!!
if you confess your sins..
he will forgive you!

encounter GOD retreat! DAY1

annechua:]

1st night of august 21 2009
they show me a video where the crucification of Jesus were shown..
i was touched and amazed that he died on the cross to save us from our dirtyness..
he did this because we are children of god..
we are created by him .. the Father ..
after the fall of adam ..
we also fall to sins..
imagine..
God sent his only son to save us!(john 3:16)
yet we are all blind and impaired to hear and understand what Christ did for us..
by this,ive realized how God loves us ..
he sacrifice his son ..
we are his creation and his son dies on his creation ..
how stupid we are!
they made us realize how painful the things that Jesus felt when he was sacrificing for us..
they wear us a thorn..
they laid a cross on our shoulders..
they crucify us ..
and they pointed a nail on our hands..

this is just a small things isnt it?
but its is very painful..
imagine what Christ did,,
wala pa sa naranasan ni Jesus!
what a realization ^^

newly born christian

annechua:]

that was friday..
i was busy ..
and my twin sister too..
then suddenly..
tita tere and kuya macky went to our house..
i didnt know them both before..
haha!!
they came to share us good news about our salvation if we accept Jesus..
i was shocked..
im a very god fearing person..
but i really dont know god..
haha!!
funny!!

then..
they say i can be saved..
i will just accept Christ ..
then ..
i will be saved!!
nice..
haha!!
i said to my self..
this is the opportunity ..
i will accept Jesus..
i agree on it..
then that day i accept Christ as my personal savior and lord^^





they ask me if i want to go to their church ..
i said yes i want to go to their church ..
their church or faith hall named lakas-angkan ministries..
there i've met ate meggy ..
my BS leader now(bible-study leader)..
now a days ..
i am now a bible study leader too ..
i handle students who wants to learn about God..
yes ..
im a growing christian now..
someday i want to handle a cell group ..
haha!!
not only a bible studies..
haha!!
i love God!
i love Jesus!

may 1'09 camp assurance

annechua:]

this is the first time i've attended the church's activity..
that was held at botanical garden in forest tree..
6am-5pm in the afternoon..
that was great ..
because all of them are friendly^^
there ive met ate rey,at madami pang ate kuya ng church namin..
well i was a baby christian that time..
i newly accept Jesus Christ as my savior last april 11..



haist ..
it was a very tired day for me..
we cook our own foods haha!!
nag ihaw kami ng isda..
while others are cooking adobo..
hahaha!!
we play games..
many games..
then after that games..
they give us a lesson..
→assurance of forgiveness
→assurance of victory
→assurance of salvation
and many assurances we may claim in Christ's power..
god is so great ..
really ..
i've learn a lot from them ..
i really enjoy that a lot ..
thanks kay ate meg that she invited me and my twin to join the camp ^^