..was dead and is alive,was lost and is found again!

my theme song while writing this blog is the song, STILL by Hillsong ..
i cried the second time realizing many things God has made me realize ..
yes .. i am a believer of Christ; and, i've known Him since I was seventeen .. and that was last 2009, before my 18th birthday ..
i grew in Him .. i knew how great He is; but, there were things which wrong ..
my interpretation of all of the things i've known about Him ..
i gave much focus on the things i do than on the reasons why im doing them ..
i lost my way as a result..
i took the path which was not for me
and have sinned against heaven and His name ..
i was unworthy and sinful ..
until one day i got sick .. i felt like dying ..
hirap na hirap na ako that time ..
every night i experienced nightmares and it made me feel so afraid of everything ..
i was afraid and felt so weak ..
until some words which says,
"LEAVE EVERYTHING AND TRUST ME", came up my mind, and
which I believe God had told me.. i followed
and surrendered everything ..
WEDNESDAY of JUNE 2 i was so sick until JUNE 9 ..
nearly, i was about to be confined today, JUNE 10 ..
but yesterday, the Lord spoke to me ..
He told me that i had to leave everything and trust Him ..
at that point when i agreed and followed Him,
instantly, i was healed !!!!!
i know now the purpose of everything ..
i was lost .. but now, here He is, calling me again for the second time ..
GOD IS LOVE !!
He really loves us !!!!!


* ung sakit ko po ay flu .. nung nagpacheckup ako, nalaman namin na masyadong mataas ung count ng white blood cells ko .. normal count of WBC must be around 10,000 cumm .. pero yung sakin ay umabot ng 11,000 cumm .. sobrang hirap na hirap ako kasi gabi-gabi ako binabangungot .. what's weird about it is that, every 2am, nagigising ako .. at pag hapon hanggang gabi, sobrang taas ng lagnat ko ..


IM SO BLESSED ..
GOD MADE ME SO SPECIAL ..
WHY SPECIAL?
BECAUSE HE MADE ME NEW AGAIN !
HE FILLED ME AGAIN WITH LOVE AND JOY =D
PRAISE GOD !!!


CONTINUE BELIEVING IN HIM AND HE IS SURELY WITH YOU FOREVER ..

LUKE 15:24
JOHN 3:16