the father's day special

early in the morning as i was washing the dishes my father turn on the radio and later i hear the melody of the song ..
sounds familiar ..
that song was ANAK by freddie aguilar ..

i was about to cry na after hearing that song ..
i am a PAPA's girl ..
i am much more comfortable with my father ..
suppeerrrr..
then a flashback came out my mind ..
it reminds me the father's day ..
i am a christian .. the only christian in our family ..
so they can't be with me when i am worshiping God ..
our church held a father's day celebration on church wherein the father's attended there will stand in front of us ..
my father is not there..
but i've seen the father of A.Meg(my bible study leader) he was standing there .. at that moment i dreamed of my father..
that he too was standing there waiting for us(his child) to give him a big hug and kiss ..(SAD)


now i know ..
many realization come up my mind ..
that still .. our parents LOVE us ..
from the song "ANAK"..
try to hear the song a lot of times till you realize that ..
our parents love us ..
even though we fail them ..
we disobey them.. we rebel against them ..
i can still remember, when i was sick .. so sick .. my father wake up at early 12midnight and he checked me .. he waited until 1am and been there beside me .. binabantayan niya ako.. he placed also a wet face towel on my forehead ..
i came not from a wealthy family, i came from a messed up family ..
all of my life i thought life is just a damn ..
but when i met the greatest Father of all--the Creator of heaven and earth ..
after knowing him ..
i do learn how to accept the things happening around me ..
i know God has a purpose why he brings me birth and growing up with this family ..
as what the bible says "God has a purpose for everything."

i leave it to God ..